Shoin Yoshida · Choshu
Person
A thinker and teacher at Shoka Sonjuku who shaped many young patriots. He deeply influenced young men who would later move Japan, and chose to leave his ideals behind rather than cling to his own life.
Translation
Though I set home aside for the country, I still wake at midnight wondering where home lies, sleeping in a small boat under Osaka rain.
Reading
The poem shows not only Shoin's courage, but also the human weakness of longing for home. Precisely because that feeling remains, the severity of his chosen path stands out. Read together with Shoin Yoshida, the poem is not only a matter of literal meaning; it shows movement and solitude at the edge of an age. With the figure in mind, what remains after reading is resolve, solitude, and the beauty that often belongs to the defeated side.
Background
Said to have been written while his boat lay at Osaka on the journey toward Nagasaki, where he hoped to pursue overseas travel. It carries the loneliness of a young journey, different from the Shoin who would later face execution. A thinker and teacher at Shoka Sonjuku who shaped many young patriots. The words carry the inner pressure of someone caught in Bakumatsu politics, war, execution, exile, or the losses that followed the Restoration. Even where the transmission is uncertain, they quietly preserve the pain of the age.
Source / Transmission Wording and readings may differ by transmission; this page treats the text as one circulated form.